Embracing My Submission by Jenna Jacob

Author:Jenna Jacob [Jacob, Jenna]
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Amazon: B009YLRG62
Publisher: Jenna Jacob
Published: 2012-10-27T21:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER TEN

Swallowing tightly, desperately reaching for a fragile thread of inner strength to carry me through, I inhaled a fortifying breath and opened my eyes.

He smiled soberly. “Thank you, girl.”

I steeled myself for the walls of hope to crash down with the words I knew were forming on his tongue.

A frown settled on his mouth. “You resemble Vanessa to an almost frightening degree. The first time you walked through the doors of Genesis, I thought I’d seen a ghost. Her ghost. But it wasn’t her. I knew that. Still, it didn’t keep me from wanting to wrap you in my arms, breathe in your scent, and claim you. But I knew better. I knew you weren’t her. I knew she hadn’t returned from the dead to ease the emptiness in my heart. I’ve watched you, watched you for days, months, years. I’ve reveled in your growth as you blossomed from behind your timid walls of apprehension and grew into a graceful, elegant submissive. I’ve sat in my office watching every session you’ve had with Sammie and wishing to hell and everything holy it were my hands on you as you shattered. Hell, I’ve watched everything about you, from your demure smile when you’re unsure of a Dom, to how you toss your head back laughing in gusto and unadulterated joy. I’ve felt a sense of pride as I watched your smoldering embers of submission grow into a blazing and all too enticing flame. See, as your submission has grown, so has my temptation for you. I’ve felt the pull of you for what seems like a lifetime. You tempt me, girl, more than anyone I’ve ever known. I want you so badly it’s like a hot blade searing inside my soul.”

I could feel the heat from his body, smell the fringes of his arousal in the air. I couldn’t stop myself from hoping he’d toss aside his beliefs and claim me as he confessed of wanting to do.

“You are a submissive. You doubted that even before Dennis abused you. And what I did to you only caused that misconception to multiply. I’m so sorry for being the reason you questioned your submission, Julianna. I can’t begin to convey my remorse for what I’ve done to you. I failed you in the worst way, and like Drake, I’m wracked with guilt over failing you.”

I lightly shook my head no. I didn’t want to hear that either man was still shouldering the blame for the horrid events with Dennis.

“Moses and I are more than friends. We’re like brothers. He and Trevor spent many years with Vanessa and I. When Moses told me about the lunch you two shared, when the longing inside you to find your ‘one' had gotten to the point of you doubting your desirability to Dominants, I was livid.” He leaned forward and wrapped his warm palm beneath my chin. “Nothing could be further from the truth, sweet girl. You’re a coveted submissive not only in my eyes, but in the eyes of almost every member here.

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